Friday, July 10, 2009

Wow

Yeah, its been awhile since I blogged but it's also been awhile since I have sat down at a computer for a long length of time. It is a whopping 3 months til my wedding! I am finally going to be married at the age of 30...which I still can't get over that I'm done with my 20's...and hopefully all of my bridesmaids will be able to locate their dresses before the ceremony. One dress is missing in action right now. I'm a little worried about that. I've still got a ton of things to get done before the wedding and not enough money to do it in at the moment but that will all work out.

I am dying for a girls night out or a group night out. It doesn't even have to be a girls night. I just want to be with my group of friends for an evening. I thought about having a belated birthday get-together out on the town with everyone. Maybe I'll do that.

I long for carpet on my floors, roofs that don't leak, and a house that looks like a normal, clean, cozy, inviting home. Apparently that will be far far away in my dreams for the time being. If the house caught on fire from a lightning strike at this point I wouldn't cry. Well, as long as the dogs and family made it out of the house safely. I wish I could win the lottery and that way I could have the leverage to tell everyone that keeps screwing me over to kiss my butt. Then I would go buy a nice old victorian house and live happily ever after. Ahhh...the dreams of a nightshifter.